| damn |
[Jan. 31st, 2006|12:50 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sraylight run. | ] |
i wish i could put everything on the table.
4 words do a pretty good job.
i feel like shit.
i'm confused.
depressed.
why do i trow away everything that is so good for me.?
why do i push people away?
why do i get scared.?
why dont i know who i am.? but used to know myself.
why cant i find happyness anymore.?
why do i over question everything.
why did i chang in to something i never wanted to be.?
why did i lose and let go what ment and still dose mean the WORLD to me? |
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| my liiiife. |
[Jan. 25th, 2006|10:25 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  high | ] |
| [ | music |
| | death cab | ] |
life
love
live
hate
death
begenings
music
fellings
black
and
white
its all just one big confusing
lie.
understand.
lets
all
just have
HOPE
one more
time
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| hiii |
[Dec. 23rd, 2005|09:40 am] |
i'm tired.
i have to go christmas shoping gross.
i do not. want to go lame.
my tummy hurts real bad.
my head is KILLING me.
wth.
felicia pick up your phone.
god damn.
i dont want to do chirstmas
this year.
i just wanna spend it w/ my mom.
and one other person.
i'm scared.
of alot theses days.
mhm.
lame
<3.
byeee |
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| fuck |
[Dec. 11th, 2005|04:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bright eyes : | | ] |
so alot of shit just fucking sucks right now.
i found out who my TRUE friends are.
not in a good way.
i got my car : ) !!
its amazing.
i feel sick.
i do not want to go to school tomorrow.
gayyyy.
its cold.
and i fucking hate it.
i'm so sick of hearing everything happens for a reason. its such bullshit.
i'm tired of be depressed all the time.
and tired of liking this boy that i think hates me.
the end
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 17th, 2005|05:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bright eyes : ] | ] |
yeah so like felicias made me start using this again.
life is great. i have a wonderful boyfriend, and amazing friends.
thats all i really need. |
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| wowzzzzerz |
[Oct. 18th, 2005|01:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
so like yea its been a long time.
shits changed.
i havent but friends and life has.
its gay but i can deal.
people that i never thought i would hang out with are my good friends people i never thought i could fall apart from are slipping way. and that fucking sucks.
i really wanna tat more then anything right now. i'm going camping in 3 weeks and it will be sweet. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 24th, 2005|12:22 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blank | ] |
life a bitch i'm sick of death. |
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| damn son |
[Aug. 30th, 2005|10:37 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | AT THE DRIVE IN NUKKAS! | ] |
so i havent up dated in so long i think i was like pmsing or something the last time i updated.lol but everythings really good, schools fun, lovin life
drinking drinking drinking hahaha |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 30th, 2005|03:52 pm] |
fuck this shit.
i need to fallow my head not my heart.
do i fuck myslef over or do boys fuck me over?
its dosent matter.bullshit bullshit bullshit thats all it is
maybe one day i can be happy but i dont think so. |
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| bleh bleh bleh bleh |
[Jun. 20th, 2005|09:25 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | pissed off | ] |
yea i get myself fucked over. its cool i'm used to it. things are really bad shits so fucked up right now i hate it. yea i'm tring to handle things the best i can but i just broke down lastnight. i cant handle this stuff ahhhhhhhhhhh thank you ross for being there for me lastnight you dont know how much i needed to talk to someone. |
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| hello |
[Jun. 16th, 2005|02:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | dirty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bilt to spill | ] |
i havent up dated in a while and yea
my life got good
then when down hill
now its going back up
loves just a joy ride, drink alot of beer and climb aside, put your foot down on the gas and leave it there untill you crash.
love is just a joy ride |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 22nd, 2005|10:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | sad | ] |
oh yeah, i peirced my lip |
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| summer |
[May. 22nd, 2005|12:47 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | / really tired | ] |
i'm sooooooooo sleepy right now, i had no sleep last night but summer deff started off right this year. i went to Dane Chris's show lastnight ALOT of people came to see them, there were a few mess up that i noticed but no one else did. so that was cool. then picked up jason went to some weird ass party/ hang out shit at the beach it was really weird, then came home at like 4 and didnt sleep. and went surfing and that about it yay summers here! lets get drunk call me |
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| well hello |
[May. 12th, 2005|11:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | lonely | ] |
ok so i havent updated in like 1232584507862089456 years so, surfing every day = awesome, went to mhs hated it got my mom to get me out two weeks early. only bad thing right now is i have no one = sucks. i'm so used to being able to have some one to call or know there going to come see me but not anymore and that sucks. i need a boy flat out i need, want a boy witch is something i hate saying it and every one that really really knows me knows that i dont need anyone. but right now i need someone anyone and no i'm not going to take the first thing i see but damn someone show me something! someone out there has to like me right? well i sure hope so. so this is me saying who ever you are go for it and you'll know if your someone i've been thinking of.
bleh
bleh
love
always
and
forever
courtney
green |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 23rd, 2005|10:01 pm] |
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wow i havent updated in a really long time, well thats about it call me if you wanna do something tonight. |
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| thinking |
[Apr. 5th, 2005|09:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
ok like i'm not bitching and i'm not in a mood at all. but like this world is so fucked up i was talking today with amanda about it and people should be more open minded people think they are when there not, see the fact really is that she people have something in there mind they keep it that was and dont want to chang it when what we really should be doing is being more open minded to new things and changes, i know i dont like chaning in somethings but we all need to be ready for whats coming up next its a part of live and we need to deal with that. and punks you punk rockers i love ya'll but god damnit please be more open minder ya'll are some stuberen fuckers!
love laways and forever
Courtney green <3 |
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| what ever you want it to be |
[Mar. 31st, 2005|09:58 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | numb | ] |
well yea i started school as ya'll already all know nad i get to wake up at 5 30 now witch really sucks i hate it its hellllll damnit atleast i just started the last nine weeks but i still have 3 more years of this bullshit! ahhh |
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| damn |
[Mar. 21st, 2005|03:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | chipper | ] |
i do some stupid shit when i'm drunk lol wow. i'm a dumbass. but i was really drunk lastnight and i had some fun i love boys from alabama <3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 19th, 2005|09:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  mischievous | ] |
i just had two drunk kids at my house one of them i miss alot and i fuck myself over and over and if you read this you know who i'm talking aoubt but i miss you. and fuck i'm a dumb ass, whatever i just wish i was wasted. i'm a lush. |
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